Could i have narcissistic personality disorder?(please read the whole thing)?

hmm maybe codependency, depression, or something similar. Narcisistics thinks they are the best. They give the outward apearance that they are and they control those around them. They may refer to their wife as their wife, son as their son, not by their names. They think they are always right. This doesn't sound like you. Narcistics wouldn't be asking for advice like this. I reccomend you see a psychologist.